and live again
restart my life
drug free
one day at a time
understand that the thoughts in my mind
are just thoughts
of course they race
as I race through this place
this world at my own place
I won't smoke weed
especially if it's laced
(don't mess with the dust, never touched pcp)
will never touch coke
caffeine is the only upper
I'll intake
Is this a dream, inception, deception
Am I aware or on ambien?
Will I leave this life
leaving no trace cept
a big picture of a face
with crying eyes?
while I live in a disguise
as an emotionless man
a man with no emotion, can I be
should i be stoic?
Just rational?
Or should I take this potion
you know, those benzos
alcohol, whiskey, beer, downers, hypnotics
Artificial Fun
I wonder if I raise the volume
will anyone ever hear?
overhear
over here, pass another beer
I don't think you care
especially because your about to drink another beer
another benzo
What's your cocktail?
Mine's life
My cocktail is life
Pleasure with the pain and the strife.
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