Saturday, December 31, 2011

Chapter Draft - (2011)

Chapter (Draft - Dec 31st, 2011)

A Town That No Mirrors

There are no visual reflections in this town. The town people have never clearly seen their own face. There are no cameras, no pictures lying around or photos on the wall. The women don’t use make up because there is no make up in this town. Other than that it’s a pretty normal town. The townspeople work everyday and are hard workers. The younger you are the more time you have for play, but people of all ages can be seen smiling and laughing at least once a day.

Most townspeople have a great love for food. There is a farming district and markets for all to purchase the food. The market is run by the merchants. Every farm has their own merchant who is usually the most talkative male in the family. Although it is not taboo for a woman to work in the market, it has been a mostly male dominant job and few females are the main merchant for their family.

Most merchants have a booming, overwhelming voice. The best can attract the attention of the whole market as they call out their newest product. Some of their calls can be heard from miles away. “McIntosh Apples! The first batch of the season. You have to see it to believe it.” When the first shipment of a seasonal food or new product comes in and is announced, all heads turn toward that stand and quickly lines form to purchase or barter for the new good.

Most of the townsmen know each other, although there is some friendly competition, the farmers have created a system to sustain themselves so the profits from their sales are all surplus. They have the shelter, food and safety they need to live comfortably and then their extra food is sold to the rest of the town. Although there has been competition among the farmers in the past, after the new sustainability pact was established, it has only been friendly. Competition definitely keeps things moving.

On the opposite side of town is the education district. Students begin school at the age of 5. The town has a 99% literacy rate and surprisingly many students come into school with the ability to read. Most parents teach their children how to read before they enter school. Well actually most parents read and sing to their children and the child slowly but surely picks up the language. Some children come in without an ability to read and start off behind the other students. Although these students may get off to a slow start, this school has a knack for teaching their students how to read and improve their reading skills.

The first school children enter is Exploration school. Children are grouped with other children their age and are able to interact with one another. Half the day is spent outside during the warmer months. Games teaching cooperation and problem solving are taught to the students. As the years go on, if the children choose to, they may spend less of their day with outdoor activities and more with indoor activities. Some of the most popular indoor classes through the years have been music, science and woodshop.

Out on a soccer field, on the first day of spring, trees surrounded the field leaving small patches of shade on the outer edges. The field was big enough to fit two soccer field. Well one soccer field shared it’s 18 yard box with 2nd base and a bit of center field of a baseball field, but they don’t play over there unless they have to. The seasonally brighter sun shined down upon the green blades of grass struggling to get sunlight, as these big black shoes squashed them down to the dirt. Fourty-four black shoes to be exact, the first “official 11 v. 11” scrimmage was always the first day of spring.

--

"Can you see?" The boy yelled to his friend down the cliff.

The two boys should not have been where they were and Marty should not have been down the cliff. Nobody has been down there for years. All the townspeople believe that nobody would ever go down there. This was the only place you could see a reflection of yourself other than if they visited the painter, but nobody visited the painter when they were a child. A small pond formed at the bottom of the cliff from the rain storm the night before. The pond is only noticeable the morning after a larger than average storm.

Marty and Alex thought of this plan a week before the storm was announced. Although, the boys may not have realized it they were trying to find their place in life. They established themselves in exploration school and intermediate school, but they just began Pre-Real school and they were lost. Marty had read a Tall Tale, an old wives tales told in this town about a boy who looks into the pond and his life changed. After he realized that by looking into still water he would be able to see himself, he was determined to reach the storm pond. Marty just wanted to know who he was.

"Can you see?" Alex yelled again.

Marty had finally reached the pond. He had been waiting eagerly the entire week, his entire life, to be in the place that he was standing, but now that he was there, the reality of the situation was hard to grasp. With one step and a drop of the head, Marty would see himself for the first time. Perhaps, he was scared to see the image of a boy looking at him. He would have no previous image to compare it to. He wouldn't know how much he changed because he's never seen himself before. He had some idea of what he looked like by looking at his friends and family, but he could not be sure of what face would stare back at him.

Marty lives in a town with no mirrors. The town people have never clearly seen their own face. There are no cameras, no photos lying around, and no mirrors in their homes or bathrooms. The women don’t use make up because there is no make up in this town.

Marty yells to Alex, "I'm scared."

Alex laughs and says, "All you have to do is look down."

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Gotta Just Not Think and Live 2 (older work, recently revised)

I gotta just not think and live
is the unexamined life worth living?
spilling
spewing
it all out
NIKE JUST DO IT STENCIL TEE 424744-100 (M, WHITE/BLUE)no don’t do it
you might get called out
stalled up
staying still while we move
at a speed of
a mile a minute
no limit
limitless
unless...
hesitate

do it
so you can say that you did it
see it
so you can say that you seen it

tomorrow is just an excuse for today
we listen but do we really hear
what they say
but some people say it
so they can say that they said it

playing the part
just playing the heart
playing the role
that they think they’re supposed to
Hamlet (The New Folger Library Shakespeare)
pose
frozen
in a den
not like a lion
whos got the biggest mame
whos got the biggest name
be the man in a sea of the same
where the main thang is personal gain
can we see the shared pain
it’s insane
speeding through life
faster than the fast lane
like a rabbit on the inside track
is it peripherals we lack

immediate
i need it
right now
instant pleasure
where do i measure
measuring up to a standard
well mannered
using up what we gathered
racing
but just moving backward
Joe Rogan Live 
it’s evolution baby
but our values shape the future
and we’ll just grow like a tumor
a cancer of thoughts
ideas that spread like a virus
believe but they lie to us
cause they don’t even know

how can you know what your doing

Darwin Fish Car Emblem 
programmed to a plan
with some wiggle room
everybody squirms
no matter how firm
they fear
they fear an idea
refuse the ideal
cause we have to accept reality
we can change the world
or is that a fallacy
developing a strategy
playing this game of life
do work do work
we need girls and money
so you gotta be funny
confident and punny
ambitious maybe even a little vicious
who wished this upon us
once upon a time
in fantasy land
i need this
and and and
ROLLING STONES - SATISFACTION=

and anything
it don’t matter
cause once you get it
your flattered
but soon it won’t matter
cause you just want more
we just want more
i just want more
take it and store
expand my mind
rhyme
line after line
sign after sign
taking it all in
got to take it in with a grin
cause if you sin you sin
it’s done
have fun
cause you gotta
just not think and live
but can we
can i not think and live?

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Comfortably Numb (Recently Revised)

Whats love
can you teach it
can you learn in
can you touch it 
can you earn it

when do you decide
to confide


say that you tried
mostly true no lies
lied to by the superstitions, 
issues of magazines, media madness

its sadness

destruction of a widely expanding ego
ergo what is this
where am i
who is this

"Hi, no he’s not here right now."
Can i call you back later
Time is so valuable

my body is so able
my brain is so malleable

changing
plastic
manufactured

product of society
can i trust in me
confidence
to dance
to go to the dance

if you don’t
you can’t take home 
the prom queen

see it 
so you say 
that 
you’ve seen it


absorb it 
so you can say that it’s a part of you


like a sponge soaking up reality
can i be all that i want to be
can i be who i need to be

what drives you 
what drives you
deep down inside

whats your fix

what do you need to survive
this life
love and strife

can’t hate unless you love
cause if you hate it 
then that means it has to mean something to you
cause if it didn’t why the fuck would you hate
something if it means nothing to you?

what does it matter to you?

putting someone above me
hug me
love me
squeeze me
tug me

fuzzy
blurry


blur of life
how quick 
how fast did this week go
you know

this show is going quick
this season is going faster
series is almost over now

playing in a play
that i was never after
laughter love 
family friends

pain is really just complication
all the factors interact
it’s like multiplication

this rift between
expectations and reality
this long division leads to
unasked questions 
leaks
confusion


unanswered
at a certain point you don’t know what your doing

but noone does
cause if they they actually know
then they would know
that they could not know
they do not know 

should i
shoulda 
coulda
woulda

why do we say it?

comfortably numb

staring at boxes
sitting in a chair
cramped inside
with ventilated air

shelter 
when is it extravagant
all the ideas

that we implant
values
need a transplant

but its crazy cause you can't
cause you know right wrong
but the world enchants you
explore and stimulate

can you defy fate?

manipulate the game
starting off

but you see check mate

everything happens for a reason
come on 
there's murder and treason
no reason 
no real rationality

for the fatality of your fantasy
final test that has no meaning

you just do it cause you can
you do it cause you got to
gotta give value to the world
gotta give value to yourself

your life
with the pain plus the strife
maybe some kids plus the wife 

cause every knife is double edged
damned if you do damned if you don’t
unless you can find that harmonious conflict

of logic and emotion
grab fire but not get burned
spending, speeding to find it
its a trek this journey

no E. T. A.
no final destination
Hello and welcome to
define define

explaining an explanation of this exploration
Here now
Gone tomorrow
Good bye

Friday, February 18, 2011

Feeling

Feeling fulfilled
Feeling Free
Pursuit Of Happiness (Nightmare) [Explicit]Feeling Free
throughout uncertainty

faithful
faithfully
I can see
that
I'm on the pursuit of happiness
and I know
I'm not gonna get everything that I want
but I'm gonna get to where I want to be
and it doesn't matter what I get
but how I got there

sound like miley
used to be all cute and smiley
now I'm changed
more rugged now
Oz: The Complete First Seasonbut not evil like o'riley

I will build for the sake of building
I live to live
I live to eat
get on my feet
to feel the beat
living my life
on beat or
off beat
sweet

I'm on the Pursuit

Pursuit Of Happiness (Nightmare) [Explicit]"I'm on the pursuit of happiness
and I know
everything that shine
ain't always gonna be gold
I'll be fine
once I get it
I'll be good
once I get it"

I'm on the pursuit of happiness
and I know
everything I do
won't always be known
I'll be fine
once I know that
I'll be good
Once I accept it

Accept it all
Bad as I Wanna Belike a bad call in basketball
used to explode
outward or in
but you just let it roll
pick and roll
concentrate on the win

goals goals goals
girls girls girls
want want want
need need need
don't need weed
freed freed freed

just looking out for the ends
Rolls-Royce (Silver Ghost) 1907 Finest LAMINATED Print Unknown 16x12but doubt I'll be happy with a rolls or a benz
where the fuck are the means


I'll be as happy as I make my mind out to be

"Our life is what our thoughts make it"

but I'm living in this world
and I can't fake it
need to interact with the world
it's a fact like we got some
pact with society
and our family

Samsung Glyde U940 Cell Phone Touchscreen Cell phone for Verizon Wireless with No Contract - Refurbished in Brand New Housing and 30 Day Seller's Warrantyneed a damn cell phone
can't be alone
needa find a place
can't roam
got desires
and needa home
and dome

need a good head on my shoulders
got so many thoughts
I need mental folders


always looking for reasons
i'm just looking for rhymes
trying to be mindful of the mess that we make
trying to understand for understanding's sake
build just to build
grow just to grow
there's not always a reason
and we're always looking for cause

this world is a huge gash
and we have limited gauze

putting a band-aid on a bullet wound
problems run too deep
too deep
gotta let go
nothing matters too much
so i can fall asleep

Monday, February 7, 2011

motionless

Motionless Journey: From a Hermitage in the HimalayasSouth Shore Step One Collection Full / Queen 54/60-Inch Storage Platform Bed, BlackSitting here motionless
or is it motionlessly?
trying to avoid mediocrity
I'm anything but mediocre
sports, engineering and poker
they're all just patterns in my head
predicted behavior
like a fat kid grabs bread

trying to make sense of what I just said
trying to figure out this world before I'm dead
scared to see what society will do to me
getting kinda late
should probably go to bed
cold now, frozen
emotionless

lying here motionless
but all these thoughts race through my head
jumping off the path
guess I skipped the cruise
club money to nowhere
on my own ship now
doing my own shit

but don't know where i'm going
looking for a destination
even though life's a journey
Don't Stop Believin'don't stop believing
but don't know what to believe in
except myself
cause that's all I know

me, myself, my mind
laying here peacefully
motionless but only for a moment
but only moment is now, here, for today
day by day
just for a second i can relax and lay
just for a second i can relax and lay

Saturday, January 8, 2011

University of Dope

Pennsylvania Quakers Adult One-Fit HatUniversity of Dope
I hope I hope
that you don't give in
to dope to dope

it's a joke
it's summer
but it snows
it snows

sniff sniff



AMAZING Snow POWDER artificial KIDS Science Toy NEW
Making Facesput on their make up
after they wake up
after they passed out
cause they blacked out

black
     black
           black
forget it all
   forget the pain
they feel cause they're plain
in actuality 

there's no personality

forget the pain

alcohol dumbs the brain
glassy eyed
better than what they used to
eyes cried 

    eyes cried
crying eyes


tears and lies 

lies 
    lies
fake it 

Instant Villain Disguise Kittill you make it
put on the disguise
guise 

    guise
to get the girls

to get the guys
guys 

     guys


Dropouts: Who Drops Out and Why-And the Recommended Action
put on the disguise
UDope
Incomplete
Drop Out
Withdraw
Pick up a class
    Pick up an ounce
        Pick up an eight ball
More Dope You Dope
Intake till you fall

You Dope 

     You Dope
More Money 

2006 07 Vince Carter New Jersey Nets Basketball Card #15 - Mint Condition - Shipped In Protective ScrewDown Display Case!than you could hope
so empty
   so incomplete
finish it up next semester

spring term rolls around
eyes roll back
U Dope is whack
smoke it up
books stack
smoke stacks smoke stacks

rack it up, stack it up

work hard play harder
cooling off like carter / vince that is



remember him?

drop the drugs
your smarter


work hard play hard
drop the drugs

do it harder
do it smarter

be a baller

no joke
UDope

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