Dangerously Dialectical

Dangerously Dialectical, Dialectibal?
Cognitive Dissonance is not delectable
especially in my delicately woven mind
oh me, oh me, my mind, all mine so
mind your own business
me doing me
you doing you
yours is yours
mine is mine
you can choose your
choice is choosing
your voice is worth using
do you see?

Do you choose to live opportunistically?
See
opportunity when it's difficult
Can't see difficulty in every opportunity
Or is that lie?
Is life a lie?
Week after week, every week can't be a bye
bye bye today, bye week
tomorrow is just an excuse for today
tomorrow is just an excuse
week by week, weak once but I'm strong
Is life a bore? a joke? a chore?

Just adding insult to injury
digging a ditch that never gets built
digging a ditch that has no bottom
down down down
Stop
Stop digging
climbing out
climbing out to where?

Do we see that we can't see
or can't we see that we can see?
wait..
we can see
can't we?
what
we can't see
can we?

Can we continue to hear without listening
grinning back at the gregarious while
I'm a busy little bee
living life vivaciously
lovingly
everyday a baby's born
washed away with water, blessed and cleaned

the weather changes whenever
regardless of me

Whether the willow wilts or the flower blooms
I will smile with my light like lightning
BOOM
through the dark sky
I
as I
accept this world with pleasure and plight
darkness and light
stuck in a world with people who follow
people who follow
people who follow
with no reason, no rhyme
rotting like robots
rusting
living but following
arbitrarily

arbitrary
lines in the dirt
switching sides in the sand
switching shapes
like lines in the sand

but I'm unlimited but limited to level up,
mushroom like Mario, up up and away

to the lesser man cause I gotta
fly to the top of the castle
chill with Yoshi, live life moderately

unless it's all you can eat sushi
mmm sushi palace

rhyming, I think
I think well
I think I know it all
but I know I don't
but I know I gotta write rhymes
rhyme rhymes, play with words
write lines
consonants and verbs cause it keeps me sane
in this contradiction
contradictory?
a hypocritical hierarchy
of harmony?
hardly harmony living life
is it about love?
is it a lie?
is it all about love?
If I take it as I please
no not fake, genuine cause
I make the most of each day

HEY HEY HEY...
CARPE DIEM EVERYDAY

Fuck this place

Fuck this place
Fuck this place
That's all I can say
when I smoke the chronic
Fuck it Fuck it
pressing the Fuck it Button

I'll rhyme and speak in mnemonic
I don't grow but I grow
and I've smoked hydroponic, hydroponically
hysterical hysterically
they could call me hydro-man-ic

smoking the chronic
but you can get a chronic problem
and it's not just the chronic
it's a complex situation
Roller coaster everyday

Up UP Down Down Left Right Left
it's like a cheat code as I go
merry go round
here I go
here I go
again

Mary Jane's on the brain
love brain on Mary Jane

same shit next
same shit
same shit
same expectations
same shit same shit
new expectations


Its fucking insane, shit man,
it's insane how sane
anything but plain
break it down
build it up
fuck it fuck it

just pass the mary jane, MJ
keep on trying
just pass the Mary Jane, MJ

Requiem

Seen arms like requiem for a dream
Heroine has no heroine
Protagonist can become an antagonist
Passing out like Pereg
Peg Leg and Popped Eye

Getting strong like Pop Eye eating spinach
as I spin until I ache
but atleast I don't fake it
Stupid uncomfortable bitches
not knowing what to do with their pathetic lives
with their uncomfortable, pathetic time

Some are just
Fixed to do ridiculous shit
like snorting powder off dicks
cock a doodle do
doodling is what I do

except I doodle with with my mind
write it all up and post up
like a sign
stop

stop
relax for a moment
sit still
I will
too bad I need a pill
but atleast its prescribed
the doctors say
its not just a cheap thrill
thrashing and trashing but staying
in one spot
ruminating in a room
unable to zoom
zoooom out
just zoom in like I can see
a bobby pin in the hay
hey there dude I hope
you don't think I'm rude
just spitting out lines
cause I'm in the mood
maybe I'm lude but
whatever will be will be

ya babe
the future's not ours to see
ha rah ha rah

hoo ray for the day that relaxation can stay
peace of mind with
no piece in the mouth
just peace
just peace
just peace in a mirror

the man in the mirror
that man in the mirror
he may lose but
I Am
I think I Am
therefore I am
the man in the mirror
confident, confidence can be a killer
cause
pride is the sign of a foolish man
stare too long
break the mirror
stare too long
break the mirror
fuck this place
fuck this place

I'm a winner

List

Eat, Yoga, Shower, Clean, Meetings
Eat, Family, friend, friends Acupuncture,
Tai Chi, Attitude, Lifestyle, True Friends
I don't want to waste anymore time
People, Places, and Things
"You like to hangout with people who get fucked up?"
....Go to AA

A lot of good times
Vices and Virtues
"in this life greater rewards are often granted to
vices than to virtues, few would prefer what is right to what is useful."
-Descartes

Insanity

Insanity- same thing, same expectations
no changes
Instant gratification
why do we need it?
It's blasphemy



Normal- what the fuck is that

Can't hide from emotional pain
don't hide from feeling
from feeling
from feeling
from freedom

Be a man, give it up
be sober, 3 months

Jameson

Hi
One cup of Jameson please

Actually you can make it two
and you can call me Antawn
Chilling with Daniels
but it's not Marquis

It's Jack and Coke
no, not the powder
Can you hear me?
make it louder


Cramping up like a crab
From New England, clam chowder
I'll chow down any time
Like how I walk the line

Tight rope like a tight ass
Eeyore... the donkey
too bad shit's boring like a soft
piano key
it's there, but with no harmony
noted, heard, but all monotone
faint, fate, faint

I hear you, but I'm probably
not listening
I ofter wonder if you listen
Are you listening?
Anybody out there?
wonder if you care

Nah, didn't see that you changed your hair,

your style
but I care how you stare
I care if you change your look
but I'll always see you there
and I want you next to me
just lay next to me

can't you see
that you and me
can be anything
can be anything
we want to be
just rise above this
hug me, touch me,
hold me
hold on
hold this

Love,
Me