its funny

its funny you think i give a fuck what you call me, 
it's called hyperactive 
always have been. 
always will be, 
so dear doctors
dr this
dr that
i need a dr
dr. dre gimme the beats
it's all greek to me
alphas betas
it's all this mathematics
used to rap to remember the equations

plug and chug
wears my jug
wears my juice
wears my jin
just kidding
wheres your grin

 it was the medicine that you gave me 
that drove me to the point of insanity 
so thanks for giving me all those white substances 
you had no idea what you were doing, 
im not a drug addict 
i just do what feels right, 

no more uppers,
no more downers
no more blue or yellow purple pills
no more pills
no more white
no more powder
no more ice
it goes health
friends, family

because it just comes down to uppers and downers, 
and you drink to get down, 
you smoke to get high, 
you drink coffee to get up, 

i don't, i live my life, ayee ayeee
nah, i'm not chasing no paper
you use your drugs 
i live my life
it's like questioning what i eat at mcdonalds
use your drugs and i use mine
you eat your food
you drink your wine
convince yourself that it's fine 

my drugs are sex and food, 
what are yours?
looking for something to lick
oral fixations
how many licks does it take to break
down to the lollipop
all these girls licking lil waynes like hes a rapper
he's wack 
he's wacker than wacker
he's crazy 
he's insane
and he spits it straight off his dome
lights up for every song
so you can sing along when the dj throws it on
and if i leave here tonight and i fall asleep
wake up
hopefully she got some teeth
OK
OK

it's the trauma that does it, 
it's the stress, theres nothing more nothing less
my life is now
my life is then
my life is there
it was the stress
i was a mess
i was depressed
like i give a fuck
i digress
i joke i joke
i kid i kid

i do it cause i love it
i do it cause i wanna 
i do it cause i got it from my momma
and i learned it from my daddy
and the only people out there that can talk to me better know me
cause if you dont me 

cabasa es loco
loco es cabaso
capaso
capasa
no habla espanol
no habla englais
but im english
whats up
whats good

you love it
i love it
i want it
you got

f with me 
you know i got it

f with double r
he'll lock you up
i fuck with rashawn ross
dmb
real music

pink floyd
real music
beatles
eminem
biggie
real shit
not fake shit

f all that fancy shit
moneys not even in my vocabulary

i spread love
its my way
it should be your way

you see the log in my eye
i see the log in yours
i see the saw dust in my eye
i see the saw dust in yours

why do you question me
shalom
peace
here now
one day

shalom
peace here
now one
one
one day

one day you're here
one day you're there
you're so unfiar

sipping from your cup
my run is never
cause i used to run track

i used to chill at the rat
cause they gotta them on every campus

it's not about the dollars
it's not about the hollers
it's not about the girls
it's not about the thrills

it's about the music
it's about the people
it's about the children

i love my life
and they can try to lock me up
they can try to hold me down
they can't

they tried
they literally can not
you can try
i try

no, im good

no, im good i dont want to work for you, id rather work for myself, ive read enough books to know you have no idea what you're talking about, and more importantly at least i don't pretend like i know everything, i just know a little bit about a little bit, and i don't mind knowing nothing, do some research and stop believing everything you read, 75% of all statistics are made up (including this one) b/c theres lies, damn lies, statistics, probability, psychology, psychiatry, lawyers, finanial guys, and then there's the devil so be fucking careful with what people who claim they are doctors, lawyers, advisors, investors, venture capitalists, friends, tempory or permanent take what people tell you with a grain of salt because people love to hear themselves talk.

because just like the rest of us the person your asking for help from well they have no clue what they're doing so use your brain - it's not anger, it's not resentment, it's not pesimistic, it's called realistic optimism, so be mindful and keep your eyes open and your head on a swivel,

i know where i am, i know where i'm going and i know how to get there, and they say you only live once, but really you can live a thousand lives, you only die once, so be careful and treat your mind, body and soul right,

and words have power, so don't use them to hate, use them to love, listen to good music, put on sunscreen, do shit in moderation, but don't smoke too much, don't fuck too much, don't drink too much and you can love as much as you want, but don't give them everything if they can't handle it, b/c most people don't want everything, they just want enough to make them feel warm and gooey inside, so you leave them wanting more and they'll want you forever, but if you love someething set it free

and remember once the mutual benefit is gone, they'll be gone just like any other relationship, so love your family, appreciate your friends, try not to fuck too many people over, and be an asshole, cause remember do unto others as you wish they would do unto you and it's easy to point out the saw dust in my eye, but it's funny that you can't see the log in your eye, if you need help don't be afraid, just ask someone you care about to listen, and don't think they'll have the answers, because they won't they'll just have a couple nods and a hug and that's all you can ask for from a true friend, and true friends are hard to find, but family will be there forever.

and the people that knock on your door when you want to be alone just want to see how you're doing so maybe wipe away your tears and let them inside, or leave em if they reallly care they'll be back one day, but you never know cause everything can be gone in a day, one wrong turn, one wrong move, and poof your existence is swept away and you live on in the people that think they knew you

love unconditionally, but be careful, because love hurts like a mother fucker, it hurts more than friendship, it hurts more than family, but love works, right, but what's love got to do with it, this is just life, so live it

Titanium

72 Hours
You can lock me in a room
4 walls
no posters
You think you can break me
Ha
They've been trying to break me for 24 years
Ha
72 years
72 hours
72 minutes
72 seconds
10 seconds left
buzzer beaters

Can't hold me down
Can't lock me away
I locked myself away for much longer than that

Lock me up
Hold me down
Knock me up
Shoot me up

Ha
72 Hours
Can't keep me down
Can't hold me down
No never

Ain't no one gonna break my stride
ain't no one gonna hold me down
oh no
I got to keep on moving

No Never
Can't hold me down

I'm titatnium
I'm platium
I'm not bullet proof
I'm not gold
I'm not silver
I'm nothing
but I got the bible and the torah and holy scriptures in my brain\
and i can spit them straight at your dame
right 50

Kill me
I'm already dead
Shoot me
I'm already shot

I've been dead
but I'm still walking
I'm so alive
everything that kills me makes me feel alive

You could never be on my level
Cause I've been so high
so low

I'm already dead
from the moment I was alive
I'm gone
I'm like dust in the wind
and I just don't give a fuck
guess what
I still don't give a fuck

Cause once you surrender
and you realize there's nothing to live for
you find out that there's only something to die for

but not for you
no not for you
just for me
and you'll never understand me
good
Once you surrender
that's right when you start living

72 hours
You could lock me away for 1000 years
you could lock me in a room
you could lock me in a prison
with 4 walls, all white, no posters, no food,
no water, no life to live,
it'll never compare to the mental prison
that i locked myself away in 8 times
1 shot, 2 shot, 3 shot
shoot me up with whatever you got
like i give a fuck

Ha
I'll be laughing straight to the bank
Like I give a fuck

72 Hours
You think you can break me
you can't
you never could
you never will
cause you can try
but I could never let you

You try to hurt me with goodbyes
You think I'd crumble
You think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I?
I'm already dead because I'm alive
everything that kills me makes me feel alive
whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger
so fucking rip off my arms
you tried
rip off my legs
you tried
rip out my heart
you did
like i give a fuck

I'm so alive that you can't even touch me
Can't keep me away
Can't keep me down
can't knock me off my stride

cause i've been locked up
I've been fucked up
i've been knocked down
I've been knocked up

everyday
I get up
I chose to get up
I chose to live

ha
72 hours
ITA
like i give a fuck
just tell me the ETA
and I'll be there
no no snow flake
no no mary jane
no no alcohol
just straight scriptures in my brain
it's like a holy book
but it's a holy brain
straight through your dome
straight to your dame
i don't care where i live
cause I'm already home

72 hours
ha
you tried to hold me down
and i fucked you up
cause i'm your reflection
i'm a mirror of me
if you fuck with me
i'll fuck with you
i'm a reflection of self
and i'm not doing this for you
i'm doing this for me
i'm not doing this for sales
i'm doing this for me

if you're worth my time
but most of you aren't
too bad
but some of you are
those select few
who understand
don't fuck with me
cause i'm crazy
been crazy
like i give a fuck
cause i'm not crazy
i'm so sane that you don't even understand what level of rationality
no nationality, just a human
no country, just blood
just water, just love

72 hours ha
I'm titatnium
I'm gold
I'm silver
I don't give a fuck if you call me a hypocrite
I'm a fiend
I'm a friend
I'm an asshole
I'm a joker, I'm a smoker, I'm a midnight toker

I'm the nicest guy you'll ever meet
I'm the nicest guy you'll never know

Like i give a fuck
I haven't cared in years
but i still would wipe away your tears
cause it's not love that guides you
it's all of those fears

72 hours ha
I'm bulletproof
fucking shoot me up with whatever you got
cause i've done it all
cause i know i've done nothing
i'm dirt, im perfect, im an idiot
sevant
retarded what did that nurse say

brain damage since the day i was born
all these carcinogens, teratogens, gens, gens, gens
it's my dna that made me
the protein that syntehsized into something that you can never hold back

can't hold me down
can't lock me away
like i give a fuck if i was gone
it'd be your loss
you stupid mother fuckers

i'll just act as if
i'll act as if I care
cause you could dare
to share your world with me
and I could dare to give you one little glimpse
of what i've been through
you'll never understand

you'll never understand
the horrors i've seen
the death i've seen
i got skeletons in my closet,
cause they're mine
they're my broken bones
and my scars
and busted cars
busted glass
no class, just back packs
and all the baggage that i carry with me
like a chip on my shoulder
i'm a fucking boulder

barreling through
been a while
still burning up
like a candle

you ain't gotta like me
you just mad cause i tell how it is
you just tell how it might be

got this shit mac tight, brass knuckles and flash lights
listening to tupac, biggie, eminem
like i give a fuck about all the little posers that hate on me

i still don't give a fuck
i just don't give a fuck

but believe me i care more than you'll ever know

"Nothing Else Matters" - Kuha'o Case Blind Piano Prodigy Plays Metallica...