Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Loss of Information

Loss of information
Why are we so scared to lose information
Forget a song
Forget a story
Forget a love
Lose love
Lose memories
Block
Is there such thing as lost memories?


Lost time
Lost land
Lost
Found


Find out new knowledge
To know
To understand
To believe?
To feel?


Mental
And physical 
Unclear where one stops and one begins
We know certain things are physical
We know certain things are psychological
Mental states are difficult to fully determine
But some can easily be identified


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Tools
Materials
Ability to manipulate the physical world
Can only physical events cause other physical events
Do we need causation to understand
Life's equation
Perceive 
Perception
Sense
See
Hear
Listen
Sensory and motor cortex are not separate entities
What and how we sense are deeply intertwined with how we move
What and how we move are deeply intertwined with what we sense
How we sense is physical
How we perceive is mental
Layers of determination
Layers of behavior
Layers of cause
Layers of rationale
Layers of Reality

Monday, September 10, 2012

If You Give


Everything’s not what you think
cause sometimes it’s sunny
but sometimes it’s
Cloudy thoughts
Clouding my judgement
Splitting what I meant and
What I just said
What I saw
What I say
What I will

Catharsis
Cathardic
Heart ache
Back ache
Building up in this
Fake
Filled with ficticioius
Figments
Resembling structures
Functionally, forgettable,
Frugally, or is it just frugal?

Just not giving a fuck
You don’t know what you’re doing
and neither do I
I was just a kid then
and I don’t know when
“Life got flipped
turned upside down.”

Or is it right side up
it’s funny
cause we can say
I just don’t give a fuck
but I do, we do, we all live
live to care
live to give
cause if
“you give life then
you become what you are”

Next






Next time
This time
That time
All the time

Knowing this now
Will it affect next time
Next time theres a dime
You try to pick it up
But it’s really just binary
So next time there’s a one
I hope it’s heads up
So when I get up
I get 

Cause I will give for you
Truth is sacrifice
Real life is sacrifice
For this artificial life that we're living
It’s either sex, drugs, or rock and roll for some
For some it’s just for the love of the game
For the love of music
A voice, a line, a tune, a melody
A sound, a noise, a riff, a lick
A melody, a harmony, a rhythm and a bass
All these sounds start to control the movement 
of my body, my thoughts and my face
And we live on a case by case basis
So face it
Fucked up reality of frugality, fearlessness, ferociousness, 
Pheromones, fears, and
Adequate minds always making up these inadequacies
Models looking at the extraneous, miscelaneous
Fantasy of fate
Forgetting for a moment,
a hiccup
This twisted life that we’re living
Surrounded by hypocrites in a hypocritical, hypercritical hypocrisy
Wheres the ins become the outs and the outs become the ins

Insiders, outsiders,
Trading stocks and bonds
Bragging about bull shit, 
Carrying briefcases filled 
With basically nothing
Bare,
To dare to dream
To dare to defy

To live to get in line
Is that really a life worth living

Giving or keeping
Making or destroying
Mixing up in a matrix of made up modalities,
Moving and modulating our movements as 
we make decisions in moments, in minutes, 
in hours, in a lifetime
A lifetime of moments, lived hard
Lived full but regardless of then
It’s now
This moment I’m in
I shut my eyes
And I begin
To think
To dream
To dare
To defy definitions, definitely defining
Definitively defying
Every, itsy bitsy part of this world

Classifying classifications into classes, corporations,
These groups we create so we can survive
In this mind of ours, this mind of mine
 
And take in all the structures that collide
Collisions of decisions, driving me
From underneath my skin
These networks of neurons and nervous systems
Taking in and responding to stimuli
As I open my mouth, and close my eye
I decide to confide
To be open to the world and the world will open for me
If not today,
One day

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Man-Made Lake

Natural and Fake
but is a man-made lake fake?

As the water touches the skin
of the bare naked

ladies

put on their make-up
when they wake up
because they think it makes up 
for something (that most likely)
they made up

to ease their mind
they can ease their mind so easily

however you make up 
when you wake up

not giving a fuck
but giving
living

swimming through this sea of the same
everybody trying to make a name

because they think it's lame if they don't know 
from where they came from

and it's a shame, man,
one day it's here, one day it ain't
one day it's done

la di da, all this fun

pushing and pulling lines 
letters, forming these consonants and vowels
take these letters forming these words
verbs and nouns
flowing out like a sentence
what's next?

the paragraph
or is it essay
or what's easy

or just go for a laugh

thinking your better half may 
be better than some others
roaming around 
mostly mindlessly mimicking movements 
they just't don't know 
or there's nothing they can do
there's nothing you can do

but there's always something
some thing
no thing
one thing
thing one, thing two
hopping in a park
avoiding all the weak ones 
with a big bark

cause all they can do is spark an idea 
ignite

igniting inflammable objects
it's wood
but wet wood

like a long trigger wire
and a broken switch 
broken switches still turn on 
but they lead to some broken machine
mindlessly making messes

we can't fix up
instead, we pollute
carbon monoxide
pollution of lies, lying loquaciously
living vivaciously
while we're nodding our head

not knowing if this flowing flow of information
means anything at all
any, some, no, thing
exist
existing
persisting
pacing patiently, picking apart purposes,
purposefully or not,
pushing packs of parabolas and pie charts, statistics and lies

What's natural?

What if it's natural to disguise?

Free

Natural 
Barriers 
Stereotypes 
Ridiculous ridicules of races
riding on ridiculous rivalries
Repetitious Revolutions

Wrapped up in this revolving around
this merry-go-round 
round 
riding up
as we descend
from all the great races
revolving revolutions
discovering all these places
all of these places

examining all these faces
so many faces
but just one face

that we always seem to want to keep
this repertoire of ridiculous reperortoire
and resources and a repertoire of rhetoric

Are you a heretic?
Is this pathetic?

The path we take
Natural and Fake
but is a man-made lake fake?

A man-made ocean of laws of movement and motion
we drink the potion

one by one
like a line 
of people 
we drink the potion

To help us view this ocean of objects and moments in flux

to avoid friction
as if water touches the skin

but you want to be bare

natural, barrier free
nothing stopping me being me
naturally
natural


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