If You Give

Everything’s not what you think

cause sometimes it’s sunny

but sometimes it’s

Cloudy thoughts

Clouding my judgement

Splitting what I meant and

What I just said

What I saw

What I say

What I will

Catharsis

Cathardic

Heart ache

Back ache

Building up in this

Fake

Filled with ficticioius

Figments

Resembling structures

Functionally, forgettable,

Frugally, or is it just frugal?

Just not giving a fuck

You don’t know what you’re doing

and neither do I

I was just a kid then

and I don’t know when

“Life got flipped

turned upside down.”

Or is it right side up

it’s funny

cause we can say

I just don’t give a fuck

but I do, we do, we all live

live to care

live to give

cause if

“you give life then

you become what you are”