Doing Doing

Doing Shit
Can't quit
push it, push it
fast fast
too slow
s l o w
faster faster
until I master
bar after bar
without a bar
no lsat
no bars for me
go far far
shoot for the moon
just to be a star
sometime you gotta eat the bitch
like it's a hearts game
spades, kings, queen
hearts, just playing
shooting for the moon

I'm aces even though
people think I'm a joker
is that what they think?
"well there are many here among us who feel like is but a joke"
Think I'm a joker
case I'm wild
but under control
an adult
not a child
attack me
I'll break  you
break it down cause we're all glass houses
blow em down like your the three little pigs
blow it down like a house made of a deck of cards
duck duck or get decked
duck duck goose
loose the way I choose what to do
Can life be an impluse?
Am I just a force over time
time passes seconds elapse
moments pass
hope this shit doesn't go too fast
living in the moment
but the moment nevers last cause
i'm always in motion
adding force
minimize friction
contantly changing
only thing constant is change
got the money
but i won't drink the potion
moving moving bump heads
moving beat
moving to the beat
beat box
beeeeeep
leave a message
beeeeeep
call waiting
waiting
tick tock
waiting
waiting for amazing

Heads Up (pt. 2)

Living my life free
lucky to be alive
lucky to be able to strive
and I'm on the grind
ambitious
maybe a little vicious
nobody wished this
except me
I am, me me me
do rae me
I'm
motivated
no, not grandiose
I use to fly high
high as the highest kite in the sky
ungrounded, gregarious grandiosity
now it's all about
generosity

but now I see
All i can be
live life
with responsibility
opportunistically
optimistically
entrepreneurially

less egotistically
statistically significant
correlation but no causation
Who Am I?
Why I Am
Ego
Leggo my eggo
Am I what I do?
Default Error
Eros
Love to live with logic but I'm still
society's default imprint
logic error, logic error
Boolean = false
programming a new language
fallacy, but I'm a human
speaking to robots
catharsis and all
I'm infallible
am I just a machine?
maybe I'm just real valuable
variable
or am I a constant
as I speak the consonants into morphemes and memes
are some just like robots
Need more morphene
caffeiene
uppers and downers
need a tune up
a smoke and a pancake

I, Robot, Asimov
As I move dynamically
no not, plastic
but plasticity
live life more realistically
fake real
surreal physical
realism physicalism
physical reality

descartes and his mind
dennet and his state
state of mind
my state of mind

I'm strong but no iron man
but I run shit
I run my life
I run my mind
I run my world

I live my life
pleasure pain
been restrained
restraint
meditate
in a room but don't ruminate

I can deal with strife
I'm young, no don't need a wife
just a life

please put down that knife
it's not worth it
but "cut that little child"

just gotta take care of myself
one day at a time
i live my life with my head up
you could call me Abraham
licking and tasting the world
honest like abe
Looking for
a way to drive and explore
staying real
like lincoln
American Penny
Penny on the floor
Penny on the traintrack
Two in my hand, 1 in the bush
Penny in my ear
and the beat goes....

Heads Up

Just a heads up,
I flip pennies up
cause I make my own luck

living how I want to
cause
I just don't give a fuck

no, not pressing the fuck it button
just
fuck you
if you think you know
cause you dont

if you try to define me
define define
before you think you know
what goes on in my mind

cause you don't give a fuck
you just fill in the blanks
mad like mad libs
ads like ad libs
improv
improve
you don't know me, homey
you don't know a a gram about me and you def don't don't know an ounce about me
so don't take another step
"cause people in glass houses shouldn't throw stones"
I'm a rolling stone
I'm a 6 footer
and you don't got an inch
"King Kong ain't go shit on me"
you dont got an inch
you only care about the air that you breath
cough cough
excuse me
sorry no smoking
no no
no smoking for me

you just see the tip
kinda like an ice berg
like titanic
panic panic panic
attack stay calm
like me i'm just being
being mysterious
underneath
underrneath it all
"it's like i'm wearing nothing at all"
nothing at all
but everything
my mystery
but constantly expanding
compiling a conglomerate
like water into ice..
burn baby burn
"like disco infern"
dante's inferno
my internal light

fire and ice
this world's a piece of shit
"it ain't hard to fucking tell"
but its nice
this world's icy hot
bitter sweet
dark chocolate

I'm just pure milk
kids called me whitey
casper and ghost
only
cause I cared what they said
I still don't understand
how I lent out space in my head

Rent's too high now like
I'm N.Y.C.
cause you'll never understand
you'll never understand me
but i'll keep on standing
been standing, stood cause I should
sitting like a laserjet
and I see the whole gray scale
the whole rainbow
every damn wave length

and your robotic like a printer
like a printer
you are just a robot
 printing in black and white