Define Define

You can try to define me
But the only who knows me is me
So before you define me
Define Define

Do you still think you know what’s going on in my mind
I don’t think this world is fine
I don’t pretend like this is something it’s not
A beautiful world
No specs, no dots

Because I tell it how it is
You just tell it how it might be
Two points for honesty
I feel like I'm shooting at the foul line
but time doesn't stop ticking
[Clock beats constant, but always feels too fast]

and
It’s a fine line between your world and mine
But that fine line might not be so fine
Because all this meaning you assign
Is the perfect design for our decline

I can't change you

Now I used to whine
But the die has been cast
I was born into the malign
Or are we all benign?
One things for sure
We are all one of a kind

But we are all the same
We intertwine logic and emotion
We find our own balance

And
How you feel
That isn’t always how it is
what you see is real
So
you think

Hundred years ago
There was no automobile
Millenia before that
There wasn’t even a wheel

Some things we can’t comprehend
We have to play stupid
We think love is unique
With our very own cupid

You can try to define me
But the only who knows me is me
So before you define me
Define Define
Can you do it
Define Define
Make the most of it
Define Define
Can you give meaning to anything
Define Define
Can you give reason to anything?
Define Define
Could I?
Should I?
Would you?
Why?

Do you know?

Will the idea of you disappear
Is that time near
A feeling
That I thought I would fear

The image is no longer clear

This life's a blur
I don't know if others concur
But it's hard to be sure
I know that
I will always endure
But as I mature
Meaning Becomes Obscure

In this skin
I am secure
but in this
life tour
its hard
to remain pure

(You can)
Try to shut yourself out
But someone
will knock on your door

Do you know what you stand for?
(And do you know)
What lies inside your core?

Do we do it for the Glor....
E-E-E...
Eventually my life will be gone
Hopefully this will all make sense
When I look into the eyes of my son

But for now
I'm just going to have fun

Try not
To get to blinded by the mon..
E-E-
Cause E...
Eventually this will all be gone

I Live in my Mind, I read and I rhyme

I live in my mind
I read and I rhyme
for a short time
I
get out-of-my mind

And into my life
Forget all this strife
I’m living right now
I don’t need a wife

Expectation
Temptation
Sensation
Realization

I’ve seen what I want
And I’d want what I see
But can’t get what I see
We want what we want

The sensation may not be
all I thought it would be

Realization
I live in this nation
A material creation

Fueled by Discrimination
Loss of Appreciation
Focus on compensation
Constant acceleration
Minimal Relaxation
Lack of cooperation

We all have this imagination
And we see our interpretation (of)
Quest for upward mobilization
What causes determination
and

Up and Up we go
Where we stop
Nobody knows

Friends or Foes, Highs and Lows

Shoulda
Coulda
Woulda

Are in our vocabulary
Contrary
All they do is make us wary

Make this world look scary
And become something it’s not

In the grand scheme of things
We’re just a dot
But we still care a lot
We gotta give this our best shot

Old values rot
(maybe more people should try pot)
Do some of our beliefs
Really mean squat?

We all vary
What I see is true to me
And what you see is true to you

We lost touch
With our body, our soul our mind
We all make ourselves believe
That this world is fine

We constantly seek happiness
pleasure,
Leisure,
All at the highest measure

Of course
We deserved it
We worked hard for our shit
I can relax
Maybe
Sit for a bit

Many don’t realize
That the hand that you were dealt
Could be the reasons for the feelings you felt

Probabilities in my favor
Did I get a poverty waiver

Chocolate ice cream with a vanilla wafer
Maybe that’s your favorite flavor
But no
not the best
Our preferences don’t have to pass a test

We can live our life
Obsessed
Impressed
Depressed
Possessed
Life can be a constant contest.

I live in the world of the West
Everything has to make sense
Everything must pass this test

Correlation
 Causation
Causing Nausea

Can (we) confess up
That this quest up
Tends to get messed up
After we dressed up

The world that we see
To become whatever
We want it to be

Your only as free
As your mind makes it out to be

What do you want to do?

What do you want to do
Who do you want to be
I’m trying to find out
Who me is
Who I am
Who am I?

Just close your eyes
Don’t shut them too tight
Be aware of your surroundings
You should see no light

Who are you
If the structures aren’t in sight
If we can’t see the world
In our clear black and white

Does conflict still exist
If we can’t perceive the fight
You may think they’re wrong
But they think they’re right

The next time you open your eyes
Try to question the lies
Can you hear the cries
Try to remove the disguise

If life is all relative
What’s your real size?

My world is over
After I die
We have to ignore certain things
We have to deny

It’s too bad that
You can try and try
but social norms
are hard to defy
I guess nobody
wants to be that guy

all alone,
outside the crowd
those actions
those feelings
are not allowed

If you are too loud
Everybody will think
You are too proud

Some think we’re selfish
And sometimes we are
Our sense of entitlement
Definitely reaches too far

With an ego too big
You see the world
Only through your eyes
Life is your prize
Ignorance can thrive

With every bump in the road
A problem can arise
But it’s ok
We can devise a disguise
We can believe a lie
We don’t need to know why

We get to make up
The rules we live by

We are so wise
We only see the surface
Do we care what underlies?

We see the world through our own lens

Our world is perceived
How do we deal with
All the stimuli
We have received?
Can true understanding
Be achieved?
Can this wonder ever
Be relieved?

This artificial world is given meaning
I’m born into the preconceived
Have I always been deceived?
It’s hard to know what to do
It’s hard to believe

But it’s just me in this body
This mind, this soul
This me
I didn’t choose to be here
But I am
And
Day after Day
Year after year
My life’s journey continues
I live on my frontier
Ever engulfed
by all this unneeded gear
I will expand my mind
I will always persevere

Signals and signs
Are never too clear
Can’t believe
Everything I hear
Current conditions
Can always appear severe
Are we in control?
Can we choose what we fear?

Would it Even Matter?

I wish I knew what you were thinking
I wish I knew what was going on in that mind

If I could just hear the voice inside your head
If I could just know what you’re feeling

Would it even matter?
Decisions are never made for one reason
There may not even be reason at all
Would it even matter?

We don’t know why we do the things we do
And we just stopped asking

We go along with the masses
We're tempted by the fleeting passions
And allow our emotions to dictate our actions

Accepting this life is hard to do
With all the hypocrisy in front of you

Harmonious Conflict

Harmonious Conflict

Why do we always
Want
when we have so much?

We need more
We need novel
We need better

We constantly seek
try to absorb the environment
and forget
What's inside

Who you are
What you can do
Who you really want to be

Do we struggle
to appreciate
what we have?
Are we not satisfied?

Will we ever be?

Do we always want more

so we can

protect our weak

core?

A structure is strong
if it stands upon
strong base
strong ground

Are the initial conditions the problem?
Can we reset
back to the start?

If we're raised in a place with so much
hate
greed
gluttony
ignorance
intolerance

If we're born into a place
with so many illusions
filled with disillusioned

Beware of faulty structures

It's hard to understand
It's hard to make sense of it all

Every individual views this world
in a unique way

As an individual I can choose
how I view myself in this world

I am alive
Although I did not choose to be born
I am free to choose to live

I think
I am in control
of my actions

I believe
I am important
I am unique

I am only in control of myself
And I live in a very uncertain
uncontrollable world

Certain things happen
many of them
due purely to chance
We think it's fate

Though
the majority of the moments of our life
are mundane and boring
we continue our journey
We live for the meaningful ones

we hope
we enjoy
we believe
we must have faith

In every difficulty
There can be an opportunity

Perhaps
through all the superficial conversation
Eventually one will feel meaningful

Mostly based on probability?
what you find important?
and how many bonds you have?

As a population
We observe too much
We no longer experience

We have become critical
We have lost our roots
Too many tools

Living life lost in the artificial

The clock
beats
constant
but always
feels
too quick

We must experience
We try
We do

We have to be active
We are too sedentary

Our bodies are capable of so much more
Are our minds?

Everyone's view of the world is biased
They are just too biased to see
That includes me

We live in the infinite
We try to view the blur of grey
as perfect lines of black and white

We're out of touch
it's hard to see
Have we gone too far?

Controversy is inevitable
But
Our tolerance must
be more credible

How can we make this life
more unforgettable?

Is change the only constant
in this sea of variables?

We believe we are progressing
but are we changing for the better?

Cognitive Dissonance

The mind does not like tension. If you have two opposing thoughts in your mind and you must act then you must convince yourself that one of those thoughts is correct. Even if both of them factually make sense, you have to figure out what you’re going to do. Once you figure out what you're going to do to you align your thoughts to match your action because it causes tension to hold the other thoughts.

If you smoke cigarettes, every individual knows that smoking cigarettes is not a positive factor to your overall health, but they also believe that smoking that cigarette gives them some sort of reward, some sort of pleasure. If your action is to smoke a cigarette, then your thoughts must align with these actions or there will be a strong sense of tension in your mind. In order to feel comfortable, something has to be to done to these opposing thoughts. They can either be ignored, accepted, outweighed, or...

Moving on is coming to terms with these thoughts. Letting something go, a habit, a loss, missed opportunity means letting the thoughts about that action go. The action is over. The moment is complete. Every moment in life is extremely short lived, in terms of time infinitesimally small, but that's the only moment you are in. However, our thoughts keep the past a part of us. We store these ideas in our mind, these beliefs. As you grow, you strongly hold onto some of these beliefs and inevitably have to let go of some of these beliefs. Many things you feel or are experiencing may go against beliefs you had while growing up, and your values can change over time.

Our behavior, just like all the other animals in the world, is a result of the interaction of genes and environment. Personally, I believe genes affect our physical structure and development capabilities. Nutrition which is definitely associated with development could be greatly affected by the environment. Expected height could probably be determined by examining genes alone. However, if the individual is put in an environment where he cannot access food, it's hard to believe he'll have the minimum nutrition requirements to sustain maximum development. For humans, it's clear that our traits and behaviors can be attributed to the interaction of genes and environment.

As most animals do, we try to adapt and make the most of our environment.

However, no other animal on this planet has such a complex lifestyle, as humans do. We believe this is due to our superior intelligence. As Descartes says, "I think, therefore I am." Our sense of self, our mind, and our intelligence sets us apart from most of the animal kingdom. Being these intelligent beings with the ability to make complex tools and artificially affect our environment, we have developed extremely complex societies and cultures. As every animal is affected by their environment, our environment is the culture that we live in.

We were all ingrained with cultural beliefs. Culture is a set of beliefs, ideas and actions that are passed on from generation to generation. Culture helps bring meaning to all these physical objects that surround us. Every group, every civilization goes through cultural evolution. Evolution of our culture could be compared to biological evolution. In the animal world nearly all of animal behavior and structure could be explained using only biological evolution. However, humans are greatly affected by the structure around us. Unlike, evolution by natural selection, cultural evolution has become a rapid process in which some of the aspects, humans can be more aware of it. As more tools and artificial environmental adaptions were created, human life became more and more complex. With these complex tools and changes in environment, specific ideas, and beliefs become associated with it. These belief systems, passed on from generation to generation, are associated with ritualistic behaviors, a specific language and values.

Is America the most developed country in the world? Are we on the cusp of progress?

As an American, we believe that we live in a high class, developed country. As generations passed, more basic, less developed cultures either were killed, died out or adapted. Earlier civilization were not as advanced as we are, they did not have the knowledge that we have today. (continue reading)

Most people who would agree with this would have somewhat of an understanding of cultural evolution and understand some of the processes involved. Most inevitably ethnocentric people would describe that evolution is leading a species to a better form. This is because we believe that we are at the pinnacle of "progress" as we continually develop our developed society. But evolution has no end goal or destination. Evolution simply explains how animals adapt to the changing environment. While we shape the environment with our complex tools and structures guided by our beliefs and ideas, the environment forms us. Evolution is not an A causes B relationship. Both A and B affect each other.

Each individual does not choose their initial environment. And this initial environment greatly affects the individual. We are born into a specific context. However the world is currently at it's own status quo, or equilibrium. At the current moment, this is the situation that we live in. Many humans search for universal answers, but we live a very particular, unique, finite life. Although the world does not have to be this way, this is the way the world is.

Most individuals accept the world the way it is. They don't ask questions, they don't ask why. We allow our cultural contexts to give our behavior and the physical world around us meaning. As humans we need routine and rituals. We easily judge "less developed" countries as having ritualistic behavior and our ethnocentric bias doesn't allow us to see it in our environment.

Think about all the things you did today. Why did you do them?

As humans we talk about television shows, and the TV has become such an important part of our lives. But there are people living in this world that do not know what a television is. TV does not exist in their environment, yet they still live and have the capacity for happiness.

We do not realize how important language is. We think in a particular language. Most Americans think in English, but English is not even the most wide spread language in the world. As humans sometimes we think the people around us don't understand our thoughts, but other people living in this world literally can not understand your thoughts. Our thoughts are very controlled and limited by our language. Concepts are based upon the situation that you live in.

W.I. Thomas said, "If man defines the situations as real, then it is real in it's consequences."

As humans we surrender to the structures around us and accept our culture. We know we can't change the world, so we take care of ourselves. We adapt to our environment and figure out the best way to benefit individually.

How long can these selfish attitudes last? When will we look towards the long term and do more than minimize short term tension?